Really where is my sense of destiny? When I was younger I probably really did have dreams of changing the world, I think. At least I was somewhat hopeful and ambitious...
But now I think I'm living like what claryce said, with many interests but no passion. Really it's terrible... What moves me? It can't be money. I sometimes have the feeling that I'm driven by my inner capitalist in all that I do, and in all the choices I've made for myself.
This reminds me of my conversation with some supper friends from nusso.. About how capitalism is so pervasive because it's all about personal needs n gains. Everything I do is stained by that greed... I always think "that'll be pretty on my resume." i know I'm not alone, but still, OH NO! :-(
Ok enough of rambling. Will have to add "finding my 使命" as one of my resolutions for this year.
Anyway, check out the frequency of my blog posts! Doesn't this iPhone application rock big time?
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